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Jarod Goff English 1B HIV Essay Until recently I was a happily married man. I was married under the conventional expectations of an American man; I am a white male and I was married to a woman, but if I am being honest she was a suspected lady boy. Although none of my extensive research never was able to confirm with 100% certainty her original gender, I am confident she was in fact a female. That being said we are not here to discuss the gender of my now deceased wife, we are here to discuss the gender and characteristics of my new partner. No need for condolences, I have moved on, there is no other option than to move on, because this is what Master Weaver has decreed. I will not bore you with the gory details, but Master said I must eliminate her and now I am here with you on this dating site. I did state previously that I was a happily married man, let me clarify, I was happyish, my wife was a good person and for the most part I could tolerate her and we cultivated a comfortable lifestyle. That being said, she was a woman or at least masquerading in front of me as one. This left her with some physical restrictions she expected me over come for her on her behalf. Those expectations of hers lead my wife to depend on me and I perceive dependency as weakness. I am not here to find dependents, I am here to find other people who strive to be independent but can still function in a relationship. I have lived my life a certain way up to this point letting my attraction to females influence my behavior, but I am giving that world up for now. I am putting my natural attractions aside and making a decision I may regret, but I am hoping it will increase my effectiveness and overall net worth. I am giving up women so I can bang dudes. Sorry ladies this profile is not for you, so please move on. Men that act like women also please move on. I am not intending to make any discriminatory remarks about men who have noticeable feminine tendencies, its just that I am assuming (yes I know where assuming gets me) that if you assume a feminine role, I am right back where I started, with a wife that expects me to help her with everything. I want a man that embodies masculinity and dominance, a man that can hang his own shelves and understands what the anchors on ESPN are actually reporting. I am new to the whole homosexual experience, but I hope this is enough information to entice some interest in me. Since I am new to this and essentially a gay virgin, I am probably pretty clean next to most of you seasoned gays. This means I am like pure uninhibited freshly powdered snow, which makes me the hottest girl at the winter formal and you all want to dance with me, and believe me I am flattered. I just want to be careful, I know there various different ways and methods to contract HIV, but I was born in the mid 80s and I have some deep seeded stereotypes. So I know all you want me, but I dont want all of you. I have done some research, and have narrowed down what I will select. So as you read I will be giving out some disqualifying factors, if you find yourself pondering if you fit the description of a disqualifying factor, please remove yourself from the Jarod sweepstakes. Let start from the beginning, and when I say the beginning I mean 1981 when HIV started effecting United States citizens, because I will not be in any relationship man, woman or lady boy unless they are official United States Citizens, thats your cue to move on ISIS. On June 5, the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) publish a Morbidity and Mortality Weekly Report (MMWR), describing cases of a rare lung infection, Pneumocystis carinii pneumonia (PCP), in five young, previously healthy, gay men in Los Angeles. All the men have other unusual infections as